Weird?

Weird?
Is it weird...
That when I don't talk to you,
I think about you?
Is it weird that,
When I don't see you for the whole day,
Your distant voice pierces the crowd,
And my heart pounds a little?
Is it weird that,
When I'm talking to other girls,
I get nervous?
Hoping that they won't tempt me away?
Is it weird that,
I'm afraid of what could be?
Or what won't be?
Is it weird that,
I hate myself for saying a lot,
And not being to back my words up?
That I can't actually promise anyone anything?
Is it weird that,
I'm afraid of our difference,
And I don't want to start something?
Is it weird that,
I want it,
Yet I don't?
Is it weird?